Love this line from the book

 

' you've always been a tourist here, you just didn't know it'

 

Have I always been an tourist of myself?

 

Interesting

 

have started my new job for3 weeks already. good but just a bit pigeonhole, so will see how it goes. 

Today is the first of my one year long NAB life.

 

i was quite down last thursday and friday, feeling a bit balance came to the weekend. to early for me to understand why the people say once you retire you will be easy to be sick, coz those two days just horrible for me.

 

but well first day was good, learn a bit new things.

 

well big company are made of pigeonholes.

 

 

4:11am.

 

great.

 

and thanks.

 

 

Hey readers,

 

I will write something about my little trip. for the past four days.

 

it would including the lost in the juggle, farm work, horse riding and sky diving

 

Cheers

17/12/07 – Monday, Sunny

 

Not much clouds in the blue sky. Woke up pretty early, well, but get things done pretty late, pretty slow.

 

Getting excited to meet the friends in the office, well again, the people I care the most belt me the hardest.

 

Thinking I should go back to the bush, “Happiness only real when it shared”. Will I should add one word “naturally”.

 

Well, learn something from the trip, don’t care too much, happiness will come to you when there is no fear, only directions. And you will never feel lonely, also don’t take people’s promise too seriously, no one can take their words. It is a cycle, it will go back to where it from, like words from the mouth eventually it will go back to the mouth, you have to eat it. Interesting isn’t it?

 

Life is nothing when you fall from the plane, absolute freedom is what I need the most right now.

 

Well, I still well from the spot where I gonna get my answer from,

 

To know that you know that not knowing is the smart move is hard and stupid.

 

But I want to stupid once, I think I have to be once.

 

That is for today.

still awake, not good

 

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[by:炫网资讯 Liuxuan.com]
[00:00.00]口是心非
[01:02.80]口是心非你深情的承诺 都随着西风飘渺远走
[01:12.18]痴人梦话我钟情的倚托 就像枯萎凋零的花朵
[01:23.93]星火燎原我热情的眼眸 曾点亮最灿烂的天空
[01:33.32]晴天霹雳你绝情的放手 在我最需要你的时候
[01:41.95]于是爱恨交错人消瘦 怕是怕这些苦没来由
[01:51.28]于是悲欢起落人静默 等一等这些伤会自由
[02:01.09]于是爱恨交错人消瘦 怕是怕这些苦没来由
[02:10.63]于是悲欢起落人静默 等一等这些伤会自由
[02:20.76]
[02:44.22]口是心非你矫情的面容 都烙印在心灵的角落
[02:53.98]无话可说我纵情的结果 就像残破光秃的山头
[03:03.42]浑然天成我纯情的悸动 曾奔放最滚烫的节奏
[03:12.95]不可收拾你滥情的抛空 所有晶莹剔透的感受
[03:21.98]于是爱恨交错人消瘦 怕是怕这些苦没来由
[03:31.23]于是悲欢起落人静默 等一等这些伤会自由
[03:40.69]于是爱恨交错人消瘦 怕是怕这些苦没来由
[03:50.18]于是悲欢起落人静默 等一等这些伤会自由
[04:01.08]
[04:02.54]会自由
[04:07.25]会自由

Drinking

 

People say Alcohol can blind you,

people say drag can rot you

people say sun can blind you

people say fat can kill you

 

alcohol = sun

drag = fat

 

so don't eat drag to keep fit, you would be double-poisoned

don't drink with you in the sun, you will blind

恍恍惚惚，四年六个月二十四天就这样过去了。

 

出国，20年前只是一个梦，20年后自己生活在这个曾经的梦境中。还要再等20年我才能活在现在的梦境中么？还有多少了20年我可以去等？或许因为此，才有了轮回！

 

记得还在济南的时候，国外就是一个另一个鱼缸，自己在这边游着，跳不过去。

回到了广州，国外开始进了，国外亲戚就好像是吃米饭一样平常，开始向自己是不是一个很另类的人？

上了初中，开始向自己有一天能出国看看多好啊！

高中了，高考失败，出国读书从一个想法变成了一个可行的解决途径。

大学一年级，爸爸去了英国教育展拿了一堆资料，不过还是没走。

大学毕业，终于从一个途径变成了一个选择，而且我选择了。

国外读书毕业，第二次选择，选择留下。

又是一个两年，第三次选择，选择了放弃。

 

短短了四年半，很多东西都变了。

 

在过多少年，我想我的选择将会是否举家回迁。原来想放弃一个熟悉的地方，事，人，真的不容易，没有年少时那么不顾一切，无所顾虑。

 

既然选择了，就要走下去。

有什么特别的原因么？ 

从那遥远海边慢慢消失的你
本来模糊的脸竟然渐渐清晰
想要说些什麽又不知从何说起
只有把它放在心底

茫然走在海边看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你却被吹散在风里
猛然回头你在那里

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远
如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤
所有流过的泪
我的爱
请全部带走
^_^石头，想要说声爱 

Today, i m sick, and sick and sick again.

 

 

things always have too sides, it is like yin and yang, the harmony is created from the conflicts of interest,

 

stage of life is the same, ppl try to get ride of something shit and jump into some worse. well something better as well.

 

 

 

 

Interesting when things come to the end and the new things always come after,

 

virtully there is no end and no start, just a spring-circle, we could never tell when it starts when it ends.

 

Chicken or egg.

 

 

it is always good to chanllange yourself into the next step, feeling exicting now.

 

Cheers mate

have you thought of asking yourself every morning when you face the mirror a question, "how are you?"

 

and when you back home before you go to bed, ask another question," how has your day been?"

 

most of this questions have asked too meaningless without expecting an answer. it comes hard, when you ask them seriously.

 

interesting, isn't it?

 

this is my little balacony

 

and this is my bedroom quite small though

 

this is the living room

 

才发现自己中文这么的烂

 

人们总说如乡要随俗，可我是没有随好却忘了本。

 

 

 

最近的生活有点颓废，有点消极，不太好，要改！

 

但是很开心！

 

生活总是向前的！

 

 

corner of guangzhou

 

a peek of guangzhou international airport

 

the closest way to the Heaven

 

my home