Clifford

Love this line from the book

 

' you've always been a tourist here, you just didn't know it'

 

Have I always been an tourist of myself?

 

Interesting

 

have started my new job for3 weeks already. good but just a bit pigeonhole, so will see how it goes. 

Today is the first of my one year long NAB life.

 

i was quite down last thursday and friday, feeling a bit balance came to the weekend. to early for me to understand why the people say once you retire you will be easy to be sick, coz those two days just horrible for me.

 

but well first day was good, learn a bit new things.

 

well big company are made of pigeonholes.

 

 

4:11am.

 

great.

 

and thanks.

 

 

Hey readers,

 

I will write something about my little trip. for the past four days.

 

it would including the lost in the juggle, farm work, horse riding and sky diving

 

Cheers

17/12/07 – Monday, Sunny

 

Not much clouds in the blue sky. Woke up pretty early, well, but get things done pretty late, pretty slow.

 

Getting excited to meet the friends in the office, well again, the people I care the most belt me the hardest.

 

Thinking I should go back to the bush, “Happiness only real when it shared”. Will I should add one word “naturally”.

 

Well, learn something from the trip, don’t care too much, happiness will come to you when there is no fear, only directions. And you will never feel lonely, also don’t take people’s promise too seriously, no one can take their words. It is a cycle, it will go back to where it from, like words from the mouth eventually it will go back to the mouth, you have to eat it. Interesting isn’t it?

 

Life is nothing when you fall from the plane, absolute freedom is what I need the most right now.

 

Well, I still well from the spot where I gonna get my answer from,

 

To know that you know that not knowing is the smart move is hard and stupid.

 

But I want to stupid once, I think I have to be once.

 

That is for today.